Thursday, June 30, 2011

What family member are you most like? Explain it!

god, such a fair mixture. crazy and obnoxious and emotional like my mom. secretive and cold and put together like my dad. my parents are complete opposites, literally. my mom is fur, my dad stone. my mom colour, my dad black and white. my mom was a band guy lover, rock n roller, drug experimenting free spirit -- my dad was a cop. hahaha. I'm somewhere in there, for sure.

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What family member are you most like? Explain it!

god, such a fair mixture. crazy and obnoxious and emotional like my mom. secretive and cold and put together like my dad. my parents are complete opposites, literally. my mom is fur, my dad stone. my mom colour, my dad black and white. spontaneity vs. order. and I'm somewhere in there!

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Tell me about your favourite place.

I don't think I've found it, yet! (it hasn't found me?)

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If you had to choose 1 of your friends or family members to live with, who would it be and why? Do you think it would enrich your relationship?

my sister! because I did once. she's been out of the house for a long time now, but I got the chance to live with her for a month in Europe again. we just... work. it's really, really nice. our relationship enriches by the day as we grow older and more understanding of each other. so absolutely!

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What do you tell yourself regularly?

"you'll never see these people again" is a big one, haha. but sometimes... I do.

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Why do you get out of bed every morning?

because I have to! or else I'd stay there all day, get fired from my job, and learn nothing. wouldn't that be nice.

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What gives you the chills?

hmmm... concerts. really, really good ones.

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When do you know it's time to ask for help?

when my pride allows it.

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What question are you afraid to ask yourself? You don't have to provide the answer to the question, but an answer to *this* question would be neat.

who are you is a big one. get away.

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What is something tangible that scares you? What is something intangible that scares you? Why do you think these fears exist? Do you think you will ever overcome them?

I'm really, really afraid of the dark. that's the main one. I'm not even embarrassed to admit it now! I used to be, though. anywhere. even a familiar place, my chest grows heavy and I get panicky, nervous. even if it's for a moment, turning the lights off when I leave a room. I need to have a trail of light ahead of me. it's an awful feeling. you won't see it if you're with me, but it's under wraps constantly! this gut twisting feeling, my steps become a little quicker and my eyes dart in every direction. UGH. I can't even think about it. like, if my lights shut off right NOW. I'd die.

I was trying to figure this out before, trying to figure out where it came from, and this one memory popped up. my house was pretty weird for a while when I was younger, paranormal occurrences were regular. shit got really bad, heavy, and we had 2 exorcisms performed on the house before it was okay. most of it happened to my mom and my sister, and in my sister's room (my room, now). anyway, it was in the middle of all that, and my sister was at home babysitting my brother and I. we were all in my sister's room at night, just doing nothing. she left the room to go get something, and my brother got up to leave too. before exiting, he shut off the lights and closed the door, leaving me inside her room. I remember being so terrified! I didn't know what was in there, and that was the worst part. I was screaming, crying and banging on the door begging him to let me out. but he wouldn't! My sister eventually heard me and let me out, giving my brother hell. but yeah, it could have been that. but I don't know! I don't know if I'll overcome it, but I hope I do!

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What do you do when you feel down?

pretend I'm the singer of a band and that I wrote all these sad songs that I listen to hahaha I'm not kidding. shit. makes me feel better, because I know I didn't write them - and then all of a sudden I'm not so alone!

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What are you working towards, in general?

who the fuck knows. that thing.

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Why do you regret the things that you regret, if you have any regrets at all?

I always regret things at first, and then I look back and I'm like, "well shit, that really needed to happen."

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Have you ever felt emotionally naked?

no, I can't say I have. I do a pretty good job at keeping a handle on my emotions, some of 'em never surfacing at all. good or bad, you tell me!

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Have you ever been in love?

without a doubt.

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What does the idea of following your heart mean to you?

stop it. you know.

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Have you ever been afraid of yourself?

yes. yes.

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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Thursday, June 23, 2011

What's your honest opinion of me? (if you're brave you'll press ask followers)

don't know you well enough!

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What are some simple things that make you happy?

i wrote and rewrote and rewrote lists for this and I realized that there are many simple things that make me happy, but only if I have somebody to share them with. simple as that!

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who are you seeing?

nuhhhbody.

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Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Friday, June 17, 2011

What is love to you, in only 1 sentence?

you make the decision to love another person, and that little bastard holds on through *everything*.
(none of this "falling out of love". you didn't have it in the first place, then.)

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Thursday, June 16, 2011

how would you define beauty?

after writing an entire essay on it literally just now, and trying to prepare a presentation on it for tomorrow... I don't want to deal with it right now, hahaha.

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What word or phrase do you use too often?

you're fucked.

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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Why are you so amazing?

eep, whoa! I'm not ya silly girl. always so nice.

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Monday, June 13, 2011

What was your favorite childhood toy?

Rocky the raccoon!!

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When you were little, where was the best hiding place when playing hide'n seek?

ugh I was always so bad at that. underneath a chair.

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are you in love? if so whats it like

I wouldn't say that I'm in love, because I feel as if it's grown way passed that, onto loving. I never thought I'd say it, but there's a difference between the two. and the real one is the best thing that's ever happened to me.

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Have you ever been told that you've changed? How did it feel? How did you react?

Kind of. It was in grade 8, when I really rooted myself. Established the Teresa I am today. with my teacher's encouragement, I started reading and writing a lot. I really started expanding on my passions and abilities, and my friends at the time didn't like it. I remember: "you think you're better than everyone else because you read books." I felt sad that they couldn't understand. However, that change (for the better) had to happen for me to ever be happy with myself. Haven't looked back since!

cheesy, but true: http://vi.sualize.us/thumbs/c0/6a/inspiration,quote,change,changed,saying,pics,someone-c06ae6b1b221a84161823c8974266795_h.jpg

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Have you ever been told that you've changed? How did it feel? How did you react?

Kind of. It was in grade 8, when I really rooted myself. Established the Teresa I am today. with my teacher's encouragement, I started reading and writing a lot. I really started expanding on my passions and abilities, and my friends at the time didn't like it. I remember: "you think you're better than everyone else because you read books." I felt sad that they couldn't understand. However, that change (for the better) had to happen for me to ever be happy with myself. Haven't looked back since!

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Sunday, June 12, 2011

What are the top 3 qualities you look for in the opposite sex? And oppositely, what would you say is the biggest dealbreaker?

I look for a sense of humour, an open mind, and experience (maturity, essentially). biggest dealbreaker, hmmmm. just don't be a sleaze!

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What's the best thing that has happened to you so far in 2011?

I feel as if everything exciting is to come.

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what's your favourite song and/or (musical) artist currently?

lotsa Foo Fighters lately. and Bright Eyes, but there's always Bright Eyes.

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What was the last thing you did that took courage? What was the last thing you did that you regret doing?

it took courage for me to kick this guy out of my house last night but I regret not kicking his bitch out too.

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Friday, June 10, 2011

what is more motivating, the thought of success or the fear of failure?

great question. I'm going to say the thought of success, it's way more positive than the latter!

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would you ever experiment with a 3 some just tooo discover what it feels like from both directions/same time?

no, sex means more to me than that. one on one is best, I don't wanna share/be shared.

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Thursday, June 9, 2011

what are you most likely to spend money on?

food, probably. that or clothing, ugh.

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what do you think of meghan wright?

hilarious, and sweet as hell. the best combo!

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Monday, June 6, 2011

What always makes you laugh? Alternatively, what always makes you cry?

everything makes me laugh. hilarious moments, TERRIBLE moments. life can be really, really funny if you let it be! I'll have to say the most consistent is my sister. she made me puke at the dinner table once from making me laugh so hard. then of course we laughed even harder, it was painful. I have to talk myself out of peeing in my pants most times, too. funny, funny fucking girl.

the scene in Candy when the baby's a still born. LOSE IT. always cry. I actually cry very easily, and often. just secretly.

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are you and steve seeing each other?

not that I know of!

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Sunday, June 5, 2011

What is something you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?

a good sense of humor, preferably one that matches mine. I wanna have fun, is all!

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Do you want kids one day?

absolutely.

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What is something embarrassing that has happened to you? Are you able to look back now and laugh at it?

omg fuck my life, too embarrassing to even say hahaha but if you know, YOU KNOW. of course I'll laugh at it ... eventually.

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What is the weirdest present you have ever been given?

leopard handcuffs, hehehaha.

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Saturday, June 4, 2011

What is the weirdest thing you will ever admit to having done in the past?

I was in grade 9 and I really didn't want to go to school. I'm terrible at faking sick because I'm an awful liar and my mom always knows, so I tried thinking of ways to actually make myself sick. I was half asleep through all of this, in my bed. I decided that it would be a good idea to punch myself in the stomach, and that it would probably make me sick. So I punched myself as hard as I could in the stomach. I ended up going to school.

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What are some of your pet peeves?

usually most of them have to do with drivers! bad ones. period.

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What do you always carry with you at all times?

my cell phone, most of the time.

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How was your birthday!?

It was ... eye opening in the worst and best ways, I guess I'll say! there's good ones and bad ones, right?

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Friday, June 3, 2011

How would YOU define beauty?

I answered something like this already!

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What's your favorite thing about yourself?

my ability to make people laugh!

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Do people tell you that you act older, younger, or your age?

Older, for the most part. I can be pretty immature sometimes, though. hahaha.

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Thursday, June 2, 2011