a dentist or a nascar driver, no biggie.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
what is your dream(s)/goal(s) in life and are you perusing them?
I just want to make money doing something I love to do, and one day start a family. those are the big ones. I've already started down the path of the first one, but no babies for me yet! I'm really enjoying just going with the flow right now, and doing what feels right in a moment. I only get to be young once, after all! my pursuit is a long one, and it's way too early to worry. one step at a time.
what is your dream(s)/goal(s) in life and are you perusing them?
I just want to make money doing something I love to do, and one day start a family. those are the big ones. I've already started down the path of the first one, but no babies for me yet! I'm really enjoying just going with the flow right now, and doing what feels right in a moment. my pursuit is a long one, and it's too early to worry. one step at a time.
If you could have any one thing in the world, what would it be?
what a question! I don't even know where to start thinking about this, I can't.
You said you are going to school for English, so I am assuming you like to write? What do you like to write about? ps, you are a VERY insightful person. it is very intriguing!
haha, thank you! :) I always like your questions, just so you know. I do like to write! I write mostly on the side just for me, sometimes about real life and sometimes not. I don't know, I'm an amateur! I've just always enjoyed it a lot. I'll take creative writing classes in uni, but I'm mostly excited for the books. literature... mmMmMmmMmmm don't get me started.
You said you are going to school for English, so I am assuming you like to write? What do you like to write about? ps, you are a VERY insightful person. it is very intriguing!
haha, thank you! :) I always like your questions, just so you know. I do like to write! I write mostly on the side just for me, sometimes real life and sometimes not. I don't know, I'm an amateur! I've just always enjoyed it a lot. I'll take creative writing classes in uni, but I'm mostly excited for the books. literature... mmMmMmmMmmm don't get me started.
which parent are you more like?
my mom, I would have to say. anybody that has met her can confirm! she's little and loud, she has a strong personality and a nurturing heart. she's had a wicked past, but takes in life with an even more wicked sense of humor. my dad is cold all of the time, and anybody that *really, really* knows me knows the ice cold front I can put up. there's a good mixture of both of my parents in here, but definitely more my mom.
which parent are you more like?
my mom, I would have to say. anybody that has met her can confirm! she's little and loud, she has a strong personality and a nurturing heart. she's also hilarious. my dad is cold all of the time, and anybody that *really, really* knows me knows my ice cold streaks, and how safe they actually feel for me.
what is something about yourself you'd like to improve?
my health! a more balanced and nutritious diet, and more trips to the gym.
do you ever have reoccurring dreams? if so, what's the most common one?
already answered this, ya boob.
Sunday, May 29, 2011
do you ever have reoccurring dreams? if so, what's the most common one?
oh lala, thanks for shootin' it back! yes, actually.
I have just one, at least once a week, and it's been reoccurring for a long time now. I have a dream that I'm placed in front of a complete stranger, and we're standing face to face in the middle of a crowd, like a circle made for a fight. It's a different person every time, and I never know who they are, but I'm punching them in the face. except every single vengeful punch I throw, it loses it's strength as soon as it touches the person's cheek, so I barely even brush them. I'm trying over and over and over and over to do damage to their face, but every punch turns out light as a feather. the person is laughing hysterically at me, and the entire crowd is laughing, too. "she can't even throw a punch, look at her, watch this." stuff like that. It's the most frustrating feeling, ugh!
if someone told you they'd pay you $5000, would you fuck them?
no! I wouldn't. the money would be nice, but it wouldn't be worth the reputation and the feeling of my self respect going down the drain.
do you ever have reoccurring dreams? if so, what's the most common one?
do you ever have reoccurring dreams? if so, what's the most common one?
So im really scared to get in uni. what type of averages do you think you need, lets say for a medical science course. Im totally freaking out that having a 70/80 average isnt good enough :(
you're asking the wrong person!! I know nothing about that kinda stuff, I'm just going for English haha. sorry I can't help!
You give such good answers to everything! I like that :)
well thank you!! I'm glad I amuse somebody on this thing.
Do you live more in the past or the present?
I always find my mind stuck in the past, it makes sense to me. what is the present and where is it? a second, a day, a hairline. NOW. tell me if you know, honestly. and the future... well, who knows if there even is one. is it a predetermined design or a blank white slate we unfold onto, making our own patterns? everything immediately becomes the past, if you think about it. it happened and you know it, it's safe back there. I like that.
Do you live more in the past or the present?
I always find my mind stuck in the past, it makes sense to me. what is the present? a second, a day, a hairline. NOW. tell me if you know, honestly. and the future... well, who knows if there even is one. is it a predetermined design or a blank white slate we unfold onto, making our own patterns? everything immediately becomes the past, if you think about it. it happened and you know it, it's safe. I like that.
Who in your life makes you a better person?
I don't find that specific people make me a better person, but my love for them does. realizing you love a person, romantically, friendly, whichever way, already sparks enough change inside of you for the better. it makes you want to do good things, it's weird.
is it bad that I am nearly 17 and havent had a boy kiss me
not. at. all. everybody goes at their own pace! and I truly believe that good things come to those who wait. just don't rush, please. do me a favor, stranger, and wait for a gentleman.
who is the love of your life?
this question puzzles me once I actually look at it! the only constant love I've had my entire life is from my mother. romantically, I've had one love in my life which bloomed about 3 and a half years ago.
Friday, May 27, 2011
I want to hear your story. I want to hear about your life and the things you have had to deal with to get where you are today.
too much, too much. nobody will know but me.
You have a very open mind for a person your age, I don't know you but it's great to see! From what I have read you seem like a beautiful person inside and out
wow, thank you!! this is such a nice compliment. :)
If not where you are now, where would you like to be at this moment?
I'm happy being in my bed watching movies right now, but I wish I had cuddles and canoodles.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Who's your favorite relative and why are they your favorite?
my sister and my brother. there's no difference between the two.
despite the 10 year age gap, my sister is my best friend before anybody else. when I was younger, she felt the need to take care of me. she spoiled the crap out of me, and has been there for me through everything. now that I'm older and I can take care of myself, our relationship has grown a great deal, expanding onto adult truths as we both try to deal with them at different times. she moved to Ottawa about 6 years ago, which was devastating to let her go, but we still talk every single day. she knows me, and I know her. that's all I can say. she's a sister, a second mom, a soul-mate. I'm lucky as hell!
my brother is just over a year older than me, so we were incredibly close growing up. we mostly terrorized each other, or we'd team up and terrorize our mother. we've covered for each other when the other one decides to have a party, and he's gone ape shit when he believes a guy's hurt me. even during a family issue, we need to know where each other is at first. almost every time, we're in the exact same boat with our feelings and struggles. my brother puts up a hard and deceiving exterior most of the time, but I know he has one of the biggest and best hearts in the world. he's a giant and heart shattering softie underneath. I know this, because I do the exact same thing. most people say that a father is the first man in a girl's life, but for reasons I won't reveal, my brother is for me. and he'll always be my favorite man on earth!
after all of this, the 3 of us together have the most unbreakable bond I'll ever know.
Who's your favorite relative and why are they your favorite?
my sister and my brother. there's no difference between the two.
despite the 10 year age gap, my sister is my best friend before anybody else. when I was younger, she felt the need to take care of me. she spoiled the crap out of me, and has been there for me through everything. now that I'm older and I can take care of myself, our relationship has grown a great deal, expanding onto adult truths as we both try to deal with them at different times. she moved to Ottawa about 6 years ago, which was devastating to let her go, but we still talk every single day. she knows me, and I know her. that's all I can say. she's a sister, a second mom, a soul-mate. I'm lucky as hell!
my brother is just over a year older than me, so we were incredibly close growing up. we mostly terrorized each other, or we'd team up and terrorize our mother. we've covered for each other when the other one decides to have a party, and he's gone ape shit when he believes a guy's hurt me. even during a family issue, we need to know where each other is at first. almost every time, we're in the exact same boat with our feelings and struggles. my brother puts up a hard and deceiving exterior most of the time, but I know he has one of the biggest and best hearts in the world. he's a giant and heart shattering softie underneath. I know this, because I do the exact same thing. most people say that a father is the first man in a girl's life, but for reasons I won't reveal, my brother is for me. and he'll always be my favorite man on earth!
you applied to 13 unis?
haha, it's a bit of a story. I applied to 4 colleges, thinking that I wanted to go to college for business. I got into all of them immediately. realizing that I was perfectly able to go to uni, and that I've always loved English, I had made a huge mistake. with college and something as safe as business, I was settling with lowering myself because it felt secure. I wasn't going to do what I really loved to do, because I thought it was a risk. I said, "fuck that!!" I freaked out, because the deadline to apply to uni was long gone, so my guidance counselor said I could probably make it for late acceptance. I applied to 9 universities, thinking I wouldn't get into the majority of them, and I was willing to take anything I could get. And then I got them all. early. I'm an indecisive and over-analytical freak, clearly.
you applied to 13 unis?
haha, it's a bit of a story. I applied to 4 colleges, thinking that I wanted to go to college for business. I got into all of them immediately. realizing that I was perfectly able to go to uni, and that I've always loved English, I had made a huge mistake. I freaked out, because the deadline to apply to uni was long gone, so my guidance counsellor said I could probably make it for late acceptance. I applied to 9 universities, thinking I wouldn't get into have of them, and I was willing to take anything I could get. And then I got them all, early. I'm an indecisive freak.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
How do you keep so happy?
my favorite and most effective thing to say to myself is "you'll never see these people again", and for when the going gets tough I remind myself I'm stronger than I think.
Name something great about your week thus far!
shit!! It's all to come. I'm signing up for hot yoga with a gal pal on friday and I'm super excited. taking care of myself feels so GOOD lately!
What is your proudest accomplishment?
getting into every school I applied to, I guess. allllll 13 of them, hahaha.
how do you handle people you don't like/get along with in face-to-face situations?
I'm polite, but not fake.
you cheated on someone? wow , brave to admit it how long was this?? And what made u do that
It was a complicated situation, and only one person who I trust very much knows the truth of it. no one else bothered to ask, not even my best friends. isn't it funny how people assume they know the truth? I was never a cheater in the first place and I still don't consider myself one, so it was a first and last for me.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
What was the last thing that you discovered about yourself?
that I'm possessive over myself, if that makes sense.
Who inspires you the most?
people don't really inspire me, to tell you the truth. they never have. it's more instances, moments, revelations, questions. simplicity****
Monday, May 23, 2011
if you could remove one day from your life, what day would that be?
if you could remove one day from your life, what day would that be?
Sunday, May 22, 2011
What is the most awkward thing your parents have caught you doing?
Do you really want me to answer this?
if you're unsure about your faith then why did you get a religious tattoo?
My tattoo is centered around faith, not religion. They're completely different from each other.
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